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The Cyclopes’ Eye by Jeffrey Haskey-Valerius #youngadult #dystopian #scifi #rabtbooktours @jeffreyhvwrites @RABTBookTours

 
 
 
 

YA Dystopian, Soft Sci-Fi

Date to be Published: 04-09-2024

Publisher: NineStar Press

 

 

First they came for his sister’s eye. Now they’re coming for his. And what’s even worse is he deserves it.

Henry has never had anything good happen to him, period. Full stop. That’s why, after school, he’s going to put on his big-boy pants and confess his love to his best friend—because the universe owes him one, dammit, and he needs a win.

But maybe doing it on Drill Day wasn’t the best idea—the one day a month that healthcare conglomerate Axiom infiltrates schools across America to select a new candidate to give up one of their eyes, for… research? And if this Drill Day is anything like the last, Henry will never get a chance at a good life. Especially if his past keeps threatening to eat him alive, and especially if his old ways of keeping the darkness at bay refuse to work anymore.

 

 

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Jeffrey Haskey-Valerius works in healthcare by day and writes weird fiction and poetry by night. His shorter work has been featured in numerous literary journals and has been nominated for prizes, including Best of the Net. He currently lives in the Midwest with his unbelievably handsome and perfect dog, and also a human whom he loves. The Cyclopes’ Eye is his debut
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The Caretaker by Regina Wixon #paranormal #thriller #rabtbooktours @ReginaWixon @RABTBookTours

 

Haunted Historical Mystery Series, Book 3

 

Paranormal Thriller

Date Published: February 25, 2024

 

A blizzard rips through the Black Hills of South Dakota, as journalist Rachael embarks on a journey to Hawthorne House, a remote inn located deep in the frigid wilderness. As the storm rages on, Rachael finds herself caught in a gripping tale of mystery and intrigue, unsure of what lies ahead in the enigmatic world of the treacherous snow-covered landscape and the sinister forces that lurk within Hawthorn House. The icy snowstorm blurs the lines between reality and imagination as Rachael uncovers secrets and revelations that challenge her perception of the caretaker and the true nature of Hawthorn House.

About the Author

 Regina endeavors to take her readers on a journey around the United States to be fascinated by our country’s history in a series of chilling books she hopes you will love. She blends a captivating blend of mystery, historical intrigue, and paranormal elements, her gripping novels, weaving together tales of secrets and revelations that span centuries. Her stories often delved into the hidden depths of history, uncovering long-forgotten mysteries and unsolved crimes that haunted the past. It was the paranormal twists that set Regina’s work apart, adding an extra layer of intrigue and suspense that kept readers eagerly turning the pages until the very end. She continues to explore the darker corners of the human experience through her captivating storytelling.

Thank you for reading and please leave a review. Her next book will be coming out in the summer of 2024, The Haunting of York Hall. Any questions or comments? Please visit her wheebsite at reginawixon.com. or follow her on Facebook where she will keep you updated on upcoming books. Questions? Please email her at regina.wixon@gmail.com – She’ll be happy to hear from you!

 

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Susie Drake and the Stolen Memories by Jay Hall #scifi #fantasy #rabtbooktours @RABTBookTours

Sci-Fi/Fantasy

Date Published: 01-06-2024

Publisher: 44th Morning LLC

 

 

Haunted by insurmountable grief, the nearly indestructible Susie Drake temporarily sacrifices all memories of her human friends. Unbeknownst to
her, Ren Pith, a semi-immortal plagued by seizures and OCD, snatches her remembrances in pursuit of a time traveler, with the hope of rewriting the
past.

Meanwhile, recruited by the grandchildren of her forgotten friends, Susie confronts a murder investigation intertwined with her purloined past and teams up with a private eye to unravel a perplexing link between her stolen recollections and a man who taunted her nearly a century prior. Racing against the possibility of total memory loss, Susie and the detective navigate time and space to follow a lead and venture into the future of an alternate Earth.

Susie’s quest intertwines self-discovery, justice, and a high-stakes race into a tangled web bridging past, present, and parallel worlds.

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Cowboy Up by Harley Wylde #excerpt #comingsoon #preorder #romance #cowboyromance #rabtbooktours @harleywylde @changelingpress @RABTBookTours

Cowboy Romance, Age Gap, Suspense

Date Published: April 26, 2024

 

 

Mia – I ran away from home when I was seventeen and attached myself to a too-old-for-me cowboy. Then he knocked me up, slapped me around, and left me. My baby and I would have had nowhere to go, but the sweetest cowboy I’ve ever met threw me a lifeline. It was only supposed to be a marriage of convenience. I wasn’t supposed to fall in love with him. When life keeps throwing us one obstacle after another, I have to wonder if I made the right choice. What if I’m ruining Jackson’s life?

Jackson – I have really big shoes to fill. Not only is my dad a retired rodeo national champion, but he’s also part of the Dixie Reapers MC. He saved my mom, and he’s been my hero ever since I was a kid. So when my friend starts yelling at his girlfriend and slaps her around, I know I have to step in. Now I have a family I didn’t plan for, and I have no idea how to tell my parents. But with trouble following us no matter where we go, there’s only one place I can turn – to the Dixie Reapers – because I’ll do whatever it takes to keep my family safe.

EXCERPT

Carter’s face twisted into a snarl, his grip on the beer in his hand
tightening until I feared the bottle might shatter. I should have known
things would turn out this way. Although, I’d never seen him act like
this with a woman before. I remained tense and ready to intervene the moment
I thought he was going too far.

How many beers had he had? Five? Six? He looked completely plastered. I was
thankful I’d decided to come to this rodeo. At first, I’d
thought to pass and go to a different event, but when I found out Carter was
heading here, something told me to follow.

Why the fuck was he doing this right by the arena? I could barely focus on
my upcoming ride. A quick glance showed I needed to get moving if I wanted
to make this ride count.

“You stupid little whore,” he spat, his words laced with venom
and rage that made my blood run cold. “You think I’m gonna stick
around and play daddy to some brat? You’re out of your Goddamn
mind!”

Mia recoiled, her eyes wide with terror. Shit! If he took a swing at her,
I’d have to forget my damn ride and go help her. Hold on just a bit
longer.

“Jackson, it’s now or never,” said one of the cowboys
waiting for me. I pulled my attention away from Carter and Mia, hoping I
wasn’t making a mistake. I knew I’d ride like shit if I sat here
worrying about her.

Closing my eyes, I cleared my mind, blocked out all the noise around me,
adjusted my grip and gave the cowboy a nod. He opened the chute and the
bronc beneath me bolted in a straight line. Bastard didn’t start
bucking until we’d reached the other end of the arena. If I got a
shitty score for drawing this horse, I was going to be pissed.

The horse’s hooves would pound into the dirt, then he’d go
airborne again. He did his best to scrape me off on the arena fencing when
he couldn’t seem to throw me. Sweat dripped into my eyes and I held
on, hoping for a high enough score to at least keep my place. I was gunning
for nationals and needed every point.

As the buzzer sounded, I jumped off the bronco. The moment my feet hit the
arena floor, I took off for the fence. My body still hummed with energy from
the ride, every muscle tense. I cleared the fence and closed the
distance.

I’d never seen my friend act like this before, and it sickened
me.

“Please, Carter,” she begged. “I didn’t want this
to happen either, but we have to do something.”

“Then get rid of it!” he bellowed, causing heads to turn in
their direction. “I don’t give a damn how, just make sure
it’s gone!”

The bond between us as friends had shattered in an instant, and I
couldn’t let Carter hurt Mia any further.

“Hey!” I shouted, my voice firm and commanding. “Leave
her alone, Carter!”

He whipped around to face me, his eyes blazing with fury, and for a moment
I saw the man I’d once considered a brother. But that fleeting glimpse
disappeared as quickly as it had come, replaced by the monster he’d
become. I’d like to hope it was only the alcohol, but I worried I
might be seeing his true self for the first time.

“Stay out of this, Jackson!” he snarled, his hands clenched
into fists at his sides. “This ain’t your business!”

“Like hell it isn’t,” I shot back, my heart pounding in
my chest as I positioned myself between him and Mia. “You don’t
get to treat her like this, not while I’m still
breathing.”

My words hung heavy in the air between us, a testament to the line
we’d crossed and the friendship we’d just left behind. We stood
there, two men who’d once been closer than brothers, now locked in a
battle neither of us could back down from. I’d never let him, or any
man, hurt a woman. Not in my presence. I’d been raised to take care of
those weaker than me, and Mia definitely qualified.

“Get the hell away from her, Carter!” I demanded, my voice
unwavering. She trembled behind me. I heard her suck in a breath and
sniffle, which meant she was most likely crying. I felt her shaky hands
press against my back.

“Who the hell do you think you are?” Carter seethed, his
bloodshot eyes filled with rage. He threw his beer to the ground, the glass
shattering against the dirt, and clenched his fists.

“Someone who won’t stand by and watch you hurt a woman,”
I replied, my pulse racing, knowing the situation was spiraling out of
control.

“Stay out of it, Jackson!” Carter spat, his face contorted into
a snarl. “I told you this ain’t your business!”

I shook my head, refusing to back down. “It became my business when
you laid a hand on her. Or are you trying to tell me one side of her face is
redder than the other for a reason besides you hitting her?”

Carter’s nostrils flared, the alcohol and anger fueling him like a
wildfire. He lunged at me, swinging a wild punch aimed straight for my face.
I could feel the heat of his fist as it narrowly missed me, my instincts and
years of rodeo reflexes kicking in as I expertly dodged the blow.

“Is this how you want to handle things, Carter?” I asked, my
heart pounding even faster now, adrenaline coursing through my veins. But
before he could answer, I retaliated with a powerful punch of my own,
connecting with his jaw.

“Son of a bitch!” he cursed, stumbling back a few steps,
clearly stunned by the force of my blow.

“Leave her alone or I swear, I won’t hesitate to knock some
sense into you,” I warned, my eyes locked onto his, showing him I
meant every word.

He glared at me, his face reddening with humiliation and fury, but he
didn’t make another move. His hands fisted at his sides, and I
wondered if he was going to take another swing at me. The sweat dripped off
my brow as I stared into Carter’s rage-filled eyes, preparing for his
next move. I couldn’t afford to let my guard down — not with
Mia’s safety on the line.

“Is that all you got?” Carter snarled, wiping blood from his
mouth.

“Leave her alone, Carter,” I warned, my chest heaving with the
effort it took to keep my emotions in check. “This ends
now.”

“Over my dead body,” he spat back, throwing another punch. But
I was ready. With practiced ease, I sidestepped his attack and landed a
decisive uppercut to his jaw.

He came after me again, but in his drunken state, he was no match for me.
As much as I hated to hurt the man who’d once been my friend, I landed
blow after blow to his ribs, gut, and face. If he’d backed down,
I’d have let him go. He charged me again. I slammed my fist into his
cheek.

Carter’s body crumpled to the ground like a rag doll, the fight
finally drained out of him. Silence fell over the rodeo arena as everyone
held their breath, waiting to see what would happen next. Shit! I
hadn’t even realized everyone was watching us. Didn’t surprise
me no one was stepping forward. They all wanted to watch the drama unfold,
but no one wanted to take responsibility for whatever happened.

He groaned and struggled to get to his knees.

“Stay away from her, Carter,” I warned.

“Think you can tell me what to do?” he spat, his voice slurred
with alcohol.

“About Mia? Yeah, I do,” I replied. “Someone needs to
protect her from you. When did you become such a mean drunk?”

“Who are you to decide what’s best for her?” Carter
sneered, wiping the blood from his lip as he advanced.

“Someone who won’t lay a hand on her in anger.” The
alcohol had completely pickled his brain. “Go sleep it off,
Carter.”

He staggered to his feet and disappeared into the crowd. I had a feeling
he’d come for her again. Maybe not today, but sometime in the future.
I trusted my gut, and it was telling me Mia was still in danger.

“Jackson, please,” Mia whispered, her hand on my arm. Suddenly,
the noise of the surrounding chaos seemed to fade away, and all I could hear
was her voice, her fear and vulnerability plain for me to see. In that
moment, I realized this wasn’t just about teaching Carter a lesson. It
was about showing Mia she had someone in her corner, someone who would
protect her no matter what.

“Okay,” I said. “It’s over.”

I took her hand in mine, leading her away from the crowd. I might not know
a lot about pregnant women, but the stress couldn’t be good for her or
the baby. She needed somewhere quiet, and we both needed time to
think.

“Where are we going?” Mia asked, her eyes still brimming with
fear.

“Somewhere safe,” I assured her. “Away from all this.
Just trust me, okay?”

“Okay,” she agreed, her voice barely more than a whisper.

I could feel her body trembling as we moved through the sea of people, and
I wished more than anything that I could take away her pain. But for now,
all I could do was guide her toward safety, one step at a time.

“Almost there,” I murmured, my eyes scanning the area for any
sign of danger. “Just keep holding on.”

 

 

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Harley Wylde is an accomplished author known for her captivating MC Romances. With an unwavering commitment to sensual storytelling, Wylde immerses her readers in an exciting world of fierce men and irresistible women. Her works exude passion, danger, and gritty realism, while still managing to end on a satisfying note each time.

When not crafting her tales, Wylde spends her time brainstorming new plotlines, indulging in a hot cup of Starbucks, or delving into a good book. She has a particular affinity for supernatural horror literature and movies. Visit Wylde’s website to learn more about her works and upcoming events, and don’t forget to sign up for her newsletter to receive exclusive discounts and other exciting perks.

 

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Sleeping Dragon by Stephanie Burke #darkfantasy #paranormal #lgbtq #preorder #excerpt #rabtbooktours @Flashycat @ChangelingPress @RABTBookTours

Dark Fantasy, Paranormal Women’s Fiction, LGBTQ

Date Published: April 19, 2024

 

 

Youltan lives a life of obligation and service, a slave to the desires of others, harnessing the strange and powerful chaotic energies known as Ice Magic. After a final betrayal by the people he protects, he finds himself transported to the one being who holds the key to his freedom.

The wards tattooed across Garyn’s back ensure his total compliance, trapping him in his own form of slavery, until one of the traitorous Mages, the kind that devised this tortuous penance, is placed in his prison. Now manipulating his way to freedom rules the sex-shifting dragon’s mind.

Garyn never expects Youltan to willingly sacrifice so much for a person he barely knows. Nor does he expect to find the a core of passionate heat that exists deep within Youltan’s soul. The fight for survival takes on new dimensions and strains the very threads of their honor and morality.

But what would you expect….when you prod a Sleeping Dragon?

 

 

EXCERPT

 

Feet braced apart, arms extended to their maximum length, he stood and
waited. There was nothing in his mind; his world was a blank slate, waiting
to be filled, waiting for the agonizing pleasure… and the horrific
pain.

Slowly, it began, drawing its energy from the very earth on which he stood.
Pulsing writhing ropes of energy, of magic, of power, twined around
themselves as they sought a rod, a bearer for their might.

Around his ankles they looped, slowly, like some starving creature seeking
sustenance. And what they found seemed to please them, for they began to
roll up the length of his body. Faster and faster they twined, their colors
the brilliant blue that exists in the heart of every fire, the icy white of
the coldest glacier, a sharp glaze of power blinding all who dared watch
this spectacle.

Up around his knees they crept, gaining confidence and speed with every
second. On and on, around his waist, over his chest, across his shoulders
until his head jerked back as if snapped by some unknown entity.

Blood-red lips parted, a scream locked within a frozen throat, and a fall
of silver white hair blew madly around his form in a wind created by power
and magic. Bright lavender eyes snapped open to reveal luminescent sparks of
pure white that illuminated those strange orbs, the eyes of an alien-one,
and the eyes of the demented.

Then the power seemed to lash out at its conduit, raising him to his toes
as wave after wave of pure energy penetrated his body, gained a purpose,
grew in its strength.

His body arched, his arms flying above his head as the sheer strength of
the thing that possessed him brought him to his toes, building and building
until his whole person was one shining, glowing being that seemed almost too
beautiful to view, yet too sinister and compelling to look away from.

Suddenly, a cry erupted from his throat, loud, agonized. The cry echoed
over the land as the very earth began to quake beneath his feet.

His piercing scream startled the onlookers, the curious who had gathered to
view this unusual feat, to watch what both heaven and hell had wrought and
then left to travel this land that they called their own.

But they were too stunned to look away, transfixed.

As he continued to scream, cry after cry of ecstatic pain, the energy that
converged on his body began to coagulate, to meld into one large beam of
power.

Still screaming, he forced his arms toward the pulsing dome that surrounded
the land, the thing that honor and history demanded he tend to, no matter
the cost.

His sudden silence was almost as unnerving as his screams had been, as the
world seemed to hold its breath in anticipation, as the tension built around
the young man, as the very gods seemed to tremble in fear.

Then, as the tension built to a plateau, then nothing. Soon the people
began to breathe easy, thinking the show was over, then one final
high-pitched scream exploded from his mouth.

And with that cry, a monstrous beam of light and power leapt from his body.
Blue, silver, white, it all mended and swirled as warring colors shot from
his body, his eyes, his mouth, following its given path, striking the
shields with an audible crash that almost sounded like the shrieking cry of
pure crystal shattering.

His body gave way in the face of such a massive energy burst, but the power
would not let his body fall. It supported him, swirled around him almost
lovingly, then began to drain the very life force from his body.

Head tossed back to its farthest, hair whipping around that face, obscuring
its near beauty from the frightened yet silent watchers, his body bowed and
his knees bent as he fought to retain some of himself from the hungry
energies that sought to leach his very essence from his body.

Trembling and panting, he whimpered once as the beam began to lose its
brilliant illumination, then faded altogether, growing weaker and weaker as
the conduit struggled to reclaim part of himself from the massive outpouring
of power.

Then, suddenly, almost as if it had never been, the beam of light
dispersed, exploded into a million glittering sparkles, before disappearing
cleanly from sight.

With a groan, the conduit dropped to his knees, his body falling backwards
as all the energy seemed to leave with the passing of the beam.

He knelt there, supple body bent backwards, breath struggling in his chest,
as his strange, lavender eyes drifted shut.

Then, as he took his first full breath, the watchers were amazed to see a
shadowy mist exhaled into the brilliant heat of the day, a breath that
seemed as cold as the arctic islands they once harnessed to create that
shield that protected them from the evils of the outside world.

Then his whole body began to spasm.

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From sex-shifting, shape-shifting dragons to undersea worlds, sexually confused elemental Fey and homo-erotic mysteries, all the way to pastel-challenged urban sprites, Stephanie has done it all, and hopes to do more.

Stephanie is an orator on her favorite subjects of writing and world-building, a sometime teacher when you feed her enough tea and donuts, an anime nut, a costumer, and a frequent guest of various sci-fi and writing cons where she can be found leading panel discussions or researching varied legends and theories to improve her writing skills.

Stephanie is known for her love of the outrageous, strong female characters, believable worlds, male characters filled with depth, and multi-cultural stories that make the reader sit up and take notice.

 

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Gob the Gnome: The Gnome and the Seedlings by Marilyn Slaughter #childrensbook #rabtbooktours @gobthegnome @RABTBookTours

Illustrated by: Angel Neha

Children’s Book

Date Published: February 27, 2024

Publisher: Mindstir Media

 

This short story is about a mother wanting balance for her children. She wants her children to spend more time outdoor exercising, running and having fun. One weekend mom encouraged her children to stop playing video games and streaming movies while sitting on the couch and spend some time in the local National Park. While at the park the children, Nathan and his sister, met a mythical and magical Gnome, named Gob. Gob the Gnome explained to the children what his role is at the National Park, and how to plant seeds to grow trees.

I chose to add a Gnome as one of the main characters because since the 1400s, folklore has described Gnomes as guards of treasure and the protector of earth. Gnomes represents stability, growth and Good Luck. My six children books all revolve around a Gnome, the protector of a local forest who became friends with Nathan and Iris.

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Marilyn Slaughter is an educator with experience teaching second through fifth grades, middle school science, and social studies. She now spends time authoring books for children and adults for engagement, learning, and entertainment. Marilyn’s first six books are a set with the theme of children, with their families enjoying the outdoors; and with teachers and classmates learning about the environment. The children are introduced to a magical and mythical being in the forest and they work to save the local forest. Her goal is to provide a fun read with an entertaining way for children to learn about science.

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Slam Dunk Job Search by David Allen Parker #business #nonfiction #motivational #selfhelp #rabtbooktours @RABTBookTours

 

6 Steps to Landing your Ideal Job in Any Market

 

Business / Self-Help / Motivational

Published: March 2024

Publisher: Beyond Competitive LLC

 

 

 

An energetic, helpful, and thought-provoking coaching manual for improving job-applying skills.

 

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KidVenture: Through the Maize by Steve Searfoss #giveaway #middlegrade #books #rabtbooktours @KidVentureBook @RABTBookTours

KidVenture Vol. 3

Middle Grade Fiction

Date Published: 03-30-2023

 

 

Chance, Addie and Sophie launch a new venture when they get lost in the country and stumble on the idea of starting a corn maze business. They
quickly discover that while it’s easy to rush into a maze, finding your way out is hard. They will need to convince an investor to fund the venture, persuade a reluctant farmer to let them build their maze on his corn field, and figure out a way to work with his headstrong nephew. Along
the way they will realize just how little they know about planting corn, designing mazes and writing business plans. Through many twists and turns —and dead ends— they will learn how to keep a partnership together and what the true job of a leader is. There’s only one thing harder than finding your way out of a maze: creating a maze people want to get lost in.

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KidVenture stories are business adventures where kids figure out how to market their company, understand risk, and negotiate. Each chapter ends with a challenge, including business decisions, ethical dilemmas and
interpersonal conflict for young readers to wrestle with. As the story progresses, the characters track revenue, costs, profit margin, and other key metrics which are explained in simple, fun ways that tie into the story.

 

 

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Storm’s Convergence by Valerie Storm #giveaway #youngadult #fantasy #yafantasy #rabtbooktours @Valerie_Storm @RABTBookTours

 Demon Storm, Book 5

 

Young Adult Fantasy

Date Published: 02-13-2024

Publisher: Shadow Spark Publishing

 

 

 

The calm can only last so long.

Now a member of Freehaven’s Council, Kari tries to put her past behind her and settle down in her new home with her ever-present Lord and love, Ari.

Cracks in her mind, parting gifts from the heart eater, make planning the upcoming Spring Festival a struggle, but Kari is determined to do her best, even after Guine departs the town.

When a mysterious child appears at the festival and marks Kari, all semblance of normalcy is banished.

A triple threat from her past awaits beyond the walls of Freehaven and options are thin. Not willing to spill any more blood, Kari takes it upon herself to stop them—with Ari by her side.

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Valerie Storm was raised in Tucson, Arizona. Growing up, she fell in love with everything fantasy. When she wasn’t playing video games, she was writing. By age ten, she began to write her own stories as a way to escape reality. When these stories became a full-length series, she considered the path to sharing with other children & children-at/heart looking for a place to call home.

 

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Fiction

Date Published: 01-04-2024

Publisher: Pageturner Press and Media

 

 

Julius T. Downer has lost his job at a prestigious Wall Street firm, his lovely girlfriend who has run off with his best friend, and his shoebox of an apartment where he and his girlfriend have been locked up in Pandemic-stricken New York City during COVID. Without much money left, he has little choice but to dump it all and relocate to Albany, New York, where he lives hand-to-mouth at a Motel 6.

Demoralized, Downer knows he must get on his feet. He ventures to the most cosmopolitan street in Albany, which is Lark Street, hoping to find another girlfriend similar to the one who just abandoned him and also hoping to have a little fun before he searches for another job. Instead, he finds an antagonistic and unwelcoming crowd who snub him at every turn. The only ones who welcome him in are those he terms as “freaks.” These are the homeless, the drunks, the addicts, and the sex workers on Lark Street.

But his downward slide is mitigated by an outsider artist who takes up residence in one of the few coffee shops that are established there. With the help of this outsider artist and his group of “freakish” friends, Julius T. Downer finds that he has a special supernatural ability when it comes to viewing art.

And Downer enters Albany already hating artists and everything about them. But after finding that he has this new ability bestowed upon him by this outsider artist, he finds that his new relationship to art and the art world around him can help many people who are suffering and struggling through their own lives. Downer finds a new path to follow with the understanding
that he is just a “freak” himself.

 

Excerpt

Chapter Three

 

Even on the crowded subway, he grew impatient while hanging onto the
overhead handlebar, his weight rocking to and fro, the train car abruptly
jarring its passengers off their feet.

As soon as he opened the door to their studio apartment, he dropped his bag
to the floor and embraced his girlfriend.  He loved feeling her skin
again, his body reconnected to hers.

“God, did I miss you,” he whispered on her earlobe.

“I did too,” said Elisa, “but you know we can’t
continue this way.”

“What way?”

“Well, I was talking to my mother today, and she said that we need to
do things differently, now that we’ve been locked in here for so
long.  It’s unhealthy, at least emotionally.”

He wanted to say that her mother should go fuck herself, but he
didn’t say that.  Instead, he slid his hand down her back in an
obvious attempt to seduce her and return to the single organism they had
been during the Pandemic.

“We’re not going to go through all of that again, are
we?” she whispered.

“It has to be gradual, sweetie.  A gradual separation.
Otherwise, it will hurt too much.”

She removed his hand from her back and held it between their bodies, as
though he were a kid caught stealing candy.

“It’s not healthy,” she said.  “It’s
like we’re addicted to each other.”

“I can’t stand being away from – ”

“ – my body.  You can’t stand being away from my
body.”

“That’s not true,” he said.  “We are one
body.”

“It doesn’t work that way.”

“Who says?” he insisted.  And then more seriously,
“honey, we can’t listen to your mother all of our
lives.   It’s our lives together, and not all three of
ours.  You and me alone are ones who have to live it.”

“Why don’t I make us some dinner, and we can talk about
something else for a change.”

“Like what?”

“How about we watch the news or start reading books?”

“The news?  That will only make us angry and
depressed.”

“We have to get into something new.  How about
music?”

“It’s all the same recycled, trained-monkey girl
garbage.”

She pulled away from him.  She wasn’t happy with him now, he
guessed.  Maybe he should have opened himself up to her new
ideas.  Then, he remembered to ask her about Mace’s party that
weekend.

“Hey, I’ve got an idea.  We’ve been invited to a
party this weekend.  My buddy at the firm.  We can go to that and
meet other people.  That will definitely help.”

“Honey, it’s only Wednesday.”

“So?  We maintain the status quo until Saturday night.  I
don’t see anything wrong with that.”

“We have to start changing right now,” she said
matter-of-factly, as though her mother were a doctor who had written a
prescription for them.  “It has to be immediate.  Cold
turkey.  I’ll make you some dinner, and when we go to sleep, we
shouldn’t be touching each other.  Think of it as an
experiment.”

His heart sank.  All day staring into a computer screen, and this is
what he gets.  He had been daydreaming about his lean body pressed to
hers, his body on her body, as though nothing had mattered more than the
prospect of holding her in bed until the time came to enter her.  He
couldn’t imagine what their individual bodies would feel like or
mean.  But he could tell that she stood firm on this new policy of
hers, all to his detriment, proving once again that Elisa could handle it
much more easily than any man.  She was much stronger in this sense, as
though the new policy had been written in a textbook for all couples to
follow, or at least advised in couple’s therapy when man and wife
wonder how they went bankrupt or no longer had a place in each other’s
hearts.  Maybe she was right, though.  Maybe their physical
closeness was unhealthy.  Nevertheless, it did not alter his
need.  Nor did she want to take off her clothes and crawl into bed with
him.

“How about grilled cheese and tomato soup?” she asked him,
smiling as though a new day had dawned.

“I’m not very hungry,” he said.

“Oh, c’mon, honey.  Don’t feel bad, okay?
We’re adults.  We’re not children.  We have to grow
up.”

Nevertheless, Julius peeled off his clothes and climbed up the ladder to
the loft above.  Under the covers, he could not lie still.  He
kept rubbing his feet together, the back of his head pressing down on the
pillow, his body fumbling to find a cool spot in the sheets.  Nothing
worked.

Elisa cooked downstairs, and he couldn’t stand it.  The cooking
became a new part of her happiness instead of cuddling with him.  A
curse had set in.  A new life without touching her had manifested
itself.  One part cleaving from the other.  If only she would stop
her damned cooking and comfort his gaping vulnerability, he would have given
her anything.  Instead, she ate her grilled cheese sandwich and turned
on the television to a useless show about the lives of celebrities.  He
needed her to say something, say anything, to rid him of this horrible
curse, this unfathomable separation from her skin, breasts, and hips.
His need was immediate.  He became a lost soul in the hell created by
his longings and her bodily absence.  It was visceral.  The
acuteness of it cut through him like a surgeon’s blade.

Julius waited a couple of hours for her to join him in bed.  When he
curled up against her in the middle of the night, she moved away,
deliberately separating her body from his.  He tried several times,
until she grew irritated by his gestures.

“Do you want me to sleep downstairs?” she asked.

“Please,” Julius said, “let’s not do this.
And besides, there’s no room downstairs.”

“Then sleep on your side of the bed.  You don’t have to
touch me all night.”

“Why are you doing this to us?”

“Because I’m sick of being your plaything.  Now please,
you have work again in the morning, and I have to research how I’m
going to get back to college.  Go to sleep, or we’ll never get
up.”

He blamed her mother for filling her head with these new ideas.  It
came straight out of a Women’s Studies class, he figured.
Surely, a woman had to stand on her own two feet, but that didn’t mean
abandoning her significant other.  Deflated, he rolled away from her,
admitted defeat, and even though he longed to spoon into her backside, he
didn’t want to anger her.  His childishness was now her
annoyance, the unhooking of their flesh painful.  She cut off the
umbilical cord and sent his body into a cold, shivering sleep.

 

About the Author

Harvey Havel has been a short-story writer and novelist for over thirty years. His first novel, Noble McCloud, A Novel, about a young, struggling musician was published in November of 1999. He now has nineteen books which include novels, short stories, and two collections of essays on current affairs and political matters.

His latest book is a serialized novel, The Queen of Intelligence: A 9/11 Novel, has just been released through Kindle Vella on Amazon.com in 2021.

Havel is formerly a Lecturer in English at Bergen Community College in Paramus, New Jersey. He also taught writing and literature at SUNY Albany
and the College of Saint Rose, also in Albany, New York.

He currently lives there with his pet cat, Marty, and has many more books in store for his many fans in future.

Copies of his books and short stories, both new and used, may be purchased at Amazon.com, Barnes & Noble.com, Smashwords.com, or at your favorite local bookstore.

An excellent interview with Harvey Havel by Robert Nagle of Personville Press in Katy, Texas, can be found at Imaginary Planet.net.

His readers are encouraged to leave their honest comments about his work anywhere his fine books are sold.

 

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